The early morning sky opened up and beams of light were shining down, and I knew God was directing, orchestrating all of this. When I arrived at First Baptist Church, Boerne where the event was held and walked into the room I was amazed by what I saw. Dozens of women walking around in Superhero costumes and the huge sign over the stage said this...
"Be YOU, Bravely, because God created only ONE you!"
This was the message in my book, The Butterfly Knight, and these were the words God wanted me to kneel in front of as I spoke. I am enough. As I walked up to the stage, wearing Will's superhero cape, the first thing I did was take it off, lay it on the podium, and say "Whew! I don't know about you, but this cape is getting really heavy, so I think it's time I took it off."
I don't know everything I said yesterday morning, but I know I encouraged the mothers that sat in front of me to be real with their kids, to believe their children were braver than they thought, and to trust that it does not need to be their voice that their children hear in their heart, but God's voice, calling them to be the ONE that He has called them to be, not the one we think they need to be.
I was honest with them as I shared my fear of Will's illness and my concern about leaving him to follow God's call to speak to them. I was deeply humbled when after I finished they asked me to remain on stage, called my sister and employer up to the stage (who had come to hear me speak) and circled me in prayer for Will. They thanked God for my courage to remove my "armor and place it at the foot of the cross." Wow! Those words pierced my heart. Taking off the cape, the armor is the absolute hardest thing to do, but absolutely necessary my dear friends.
As soon as I got on the road I called Joe to check on Will, and he said, "Will is better than I have seen him in a week. I took him to school, and just checked on him again, and he is fine."
Coincidence?
I believe it is the proof, the "answer", Will and I were searching for, that God does not require us to know all things, He requires us to trust Him in all things. Supporting each other in this journey, being honest, and laying down our capes together, will bring us closer and closer to the freedom God has promised us.
We went to Houston early this morning for an emergency appointment with Will's pulmonologist since he has been so sick. Will's doctor listened to Will's one and only lung and said it sounded perfect! He encouraged us that Will's illness was due to a virus and not something related to Will's disease. We were so relieved to be returning home. About 60 miles from home the sun started setting and we watched its beautiful display fill the sky in front of us for over 45 minutes while we drove westward home. In the rear view mirror we watched a beautiful full moon rise at the same time. I felt that God was surrounding us with His beauty. It was such an uplifting comfort! As I drove us into Fredericksburg on Main St, Will said excitedly in the back seat, "Wow, Mom, you have green lights as far as I can see! Green lights all the way!"
That's what it feels like when God opens up the journey in front of you...... "Green lights all the way!"
Thank you for taking the time to share this journey with me. I pray that you will be real with those you love and discover your wings!